Have you ever had "one of those days"? One of those days when you just don't feel like yourself? I'm having one of those days today. I'm not always the most energetic person around, but I tend to have a bit of energy and I am usually very motivated to get things done. I'm also very anal about being prompt & organized. Well, not only am I not motivated to do anything today, I have no energy at all. Maybe it has something to do with the fact that I have not gotten hardly any sleep for the last 3 night. Who needs sleep anyway? Ummmmm, me. My parents used to say that I turned into a pumpkin at 8:00. That's not been the case lately.
Maybe this started yesterday morning. I woke up late (which happens only a couple of times a year, if that) - the boys weren't up yet either, so I let them sleep in & took Cody to school 30 minutes late. BAD mommy!
Then today both of the boys had Christmas parties. I managed to get Cody to school on time today & make it to my 8:30 apt on time. But I felt like I was running the whole time. Then I needed to be back at Cody's school at 11:30 for his party. I was late, then I was late taking Brayden to school. I hate being late.
Plus, I have thought about things today that I haven't thought about in a long time. Some good things, some bad. I'm just wondering where this is coming from & where my brain is today. Externally nothing bad has happened. But I keep expecting something bad to happen. That would be the topper to my day! I guess I would be less impacted by it today than any other day because I am expecting it...
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