Grandpa

I am sitting in the hospital today with my grandparents. My grandfather was brought in last night for a stroke. Last week he came in with a TIA (mini stroke that does not have lasting damage). Last night he had a "real" stroke. He cannot speak & now has added high blood pressure and pneumonia. They were going to run a bunch of tests on him but have decided against that since he has a high fever and the doctors cannot do anything right now anyway.

My mom - remember my mom, the trooper. She left for Hawaii, against her better judgment. She does not know the situation with my grandfather yet. I am supposed to be "watching" out for them. Apparently, I did not do such a great job. I know, I know, it is not my fault. But I sure am dreading telling my mom this. I am waiting for her call & hopefully she will call me before she gets on the computer & reads this. I am sure she will be on a plane tonight back home. She really needed this vacation too. But I think my grandma really needs her. I am supposed to be an adult here, but I feel pretty inadequate at this time. I feel just as much like a child as I did when I was a child. I just sit here - not knowing what to do.

Please pray for my grandparents and my mom.